Clay in The Potter's Hands

am I still mad ?

Honestly, I do not know and I don't wish to make it known to myself ..... ie. am I still mad ?

Had a brief conversation with Oi Leng. She hit on a sore question which I always hope no one will ask, coz I won't know how to answer. I only 'jokingly' said, "Well, I will never wanna have a number three. If number three also like that or worse than number two, I will really "fan lian" with Him."

I long and hope for a miracle. I honestly want a change. Don't tell me there are many others who are in the same boat. I am not alone, blah, blah, blah. I still have to answer myself .... am I still mad ?

In my lot, normalcy is a luxury. When I see others around me taking normalcy for granted and even be harsh to their normal children, I really feel like kicking those parents in their asses. They never appreciate the joy of normalcy. And taking for granted the way they can have two way communications with their children easily.

2007 ..... how to walk the road ahead? Dare not think ... God, one thing for sure, we need more money. Intervention programs need money. Travelling need money. Materials need money. More please, if You are willing to provide.

posted by Jesselyn Ng @ 12:22 AM