if only ...
if only the weekend is longer....
if only I do not have such high expectations of myself at work.....
if only I am more willing to let go.....
if only I am more trusting.....
if only I lower my expectations of others....
if only my heart will not grow cold and weary....
if only the world is still a beautiful and kind place.....
if only the ground we are toiling on is not hard ground.....
if only I can still sing the songs I want to sing.....
if only I can feel someone is really listening.....
if only I can be sure he is here.....
if only I can be strong no matter what tidal wave hits me relentlessly and continuously.....
if only I have a little space to be myself.....
if only I can rest....
sometimes, I wish I am HOME
no more pain....
no more sorrow.....
no more trials....
no more tears.....
how long more can I be strong ?
I am, at the end of the day, still a woman.
Oh yes, woman is made to have the inner strength that her stronger half may not possess.
Does this matter?
another week is dawning and I am so not looking forward.
posted by Jesselyn Ng @ 10:38 PM
1 Comments:
I am reminded about Hagar's experience (Gen21:14-21)and want to encourage you with the promise that the God of Abraham is still the same God today - He hears and sees you. Take care.
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