He wiped my tears
Last night was horrible for me when we were at my in laws' place for dinner.Mil raised an issue. Accused me of giving her pressure when what I did was just circling tomorrow's date on her calendar to remind myself to let her know that I need her help in minding Zane in the aftenoon as Zoe has an assessment test with NUH's psychologist. I felt so ........... not in the family, especially when she commented that the calendar is only meant for the three of them who live in her flat. Ok then, noted, as far as the silly calendar is concerned, I am AN OUTSIDER!
This is so super hurting. I couldn't hold back my tears. Took over the feeding of Zane forcefully from Josh. Think brother-in-law saw my black face. But, what the heck. I couldn't bring myself to sit next to mil for dinner (this family has designated seatings for dinner, btw), so I purposely took a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggg time to feed Zane. I took two pieces of tissue paper on the pretext of wiping Zane's mouth. Actually for my own tears lah. I backfaced everyone and just cried as I fed Zane.
Then ..... Zane stretched out his hand .... and wiped the tears on my cheeks !!!
He knew I was sad !! He "told" me, "Mummy, don't cry, I love you!"
I was touched beyond words.
Love,
Jess
posted by Jesselyn Ng @ 9:41 PM
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In Zane's own little world, you are there.... and you mean the world to him! : )
Zane is a blessing and he will continue to be one. His name means blessedness.
This is so super hurting. I couldn't hold back my tears. Took over the feeding of Zane forcefully from Josh. Think brother-in-law saw my black face. But, what the heck. I couldn't bring myself to sit next to mil for dinner.I took two pieces of tissue paper on the pretext of wiping Zane's mouth. Actually for my own tears lah. I backfaced everyone and just cried as I fed Zane.
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Keep up the good work.
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