A Sense Of Newness
For a very long time, I have been thinking over an issue.I have been thinking and thinking and thinking, for years.
Finally, yesterday, I tried again.
The first time I tried. I tried a place which I hope I will be comfortable with. It was purely because Chert and I know the people at this place. One man at this place was his very first spiritual mentor. This man officiated our Kindergarten wedding ceremony. This man is a man of God. He has the gift of teaching and nurturing. This man played an important role in the initial stage of Chert and my friendship. After being separated from Chert for 4+ years, when we met again, this man instantly knew that we were refering to each other when we told him that we were attached.
This man is our well-respected Pastor Alvin Ngo.
I taught his three children in a way. I comforted his little Princess when she was in Nursery. :)
We tried for a few months. But ... we did not move on to this place.
Yesterday was our second try.
Chert commented that he sensed that I was at peace with myself after the service.
I have to seek God over this issue again.
I want His blessing for the move.
Sixteen years at one place is very long. I grew up there, I was nurtured there. I am indebted, no doubt. But, I do wonder why am I feeling the way I am feeling.
Things move on. People move on. Maybe I should too.
The other side of the coin is the issue of faithfulness and steadfastness.
For now, I will let my coin rest on this side :
There is a time for everything. There is seasons in life.
I will wait.
I will seek.
I will obey.
Speak Lord, Your servant listens.
Amen.
Love You, dear God.
posted by Jesselyn Ng @ 10:50 PM
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